Infestedkrypton

Well I've been back from Austria for quite some months now and it was simply amazing. Planning to eventually post pictures from my Austria trip soon, either tomrrow or Sunday, but nevertheless, soon. Just caught up in life :D And yes, I'm not dead. Just didn't really involve myself deeply with DA, had better things to do. So yeaaahhh, that's really all I got!

So I've finally turned in all of my documents required by my college for the study abroad program in Austria and I have paid it in full. So i'm officially going on MAAAAAYYYYY 10th! W00T!!! Gonna explore Europe, gonna be awesomeeee!!!!! ^^ I'm a bit nervous though because I'm gonna have to adjust to the Austrian culture and language (Deutsch). Good thing i've taken around 4 years of German, so I have most of the basics down. If anything, I know enough German to survive. ^^* Unfortunately, because i'm leaving on this trip I get to miss out on a lot of my friends' and girlfriend's graduation... Which sucks because they were there for me... U

Well, this sucks... I've tried an optimistic approach and I've tried being strong, but I feel so down and weak... School and work have been bothersome and stressful and my friends keep slipping away from me by their own stupidity.  Everyone else is slipping away either from my own stupidity or just problems... I've attended over 4 wakes in the last year alone and the most recent one didn't help me feel any happier.  My head hurts so much right now, I wish I could sleep, but I'm just too lost in my own thoughts. I wish I didn't have to post my feelings online in a stupid journal, but my best friend barely even emails me back anymore, so I have